Lost, scattered, unenthused.. Life just felt fvcked..
This has happened to me over and over again as i got closer and closer to my soul mission & more comfortable being my true soul essence
The first big crisis I had was when I was living in NYC in 2019 stressed, disconnected, developed cystic acne, drinking every weekend, high in debt, in a relationship that wasn’t right for me, and just like not happy..
I'm not going to lie, it was a really hard time for me. On paper it looked like things were going right - hell it probably looked like I was having the time of my life in the city but if you looked close enough you could tell i was struggling HARD.
Fast forward a year, I started my journey of alternative modalities and what felt like awakening after awakening…
I ended up buying a house with my sister, renovating it, then selling it to once again recalibrate to the direction I wanted in life.
Since then I’ve been traveling the world on what i have called “my personal world tour” around the country exploring, learning, getting quite, meeting new people, & learning how to be ME - in my own energy, creating my mindset the way i want & living from a place of listening to my intuitive guidance while giving less fvcks about what i “think” i should do or be..
It took a lot of pain, struggle, and winding roads to get me where I am but I wouldn't change it for the world.. The journey continues to show me more of what i didn't want in life and directed me to more of what i do want
After all that is what we do when we continue to shift directions to the path that is for us..
I realized the things that looked good on paper were actually eating away at my soul.. So they had to go
The first step to gaining any kind of momentum in my life was to ELIMINATE things from my life. Its like i needed a paint stripper before i could pick out a new color of paint
The first step to take when your life feels fvcked is to see what needs to go.
What is going wrong? What doesn't feel right?
Start there.
And then list steps you need to take in order to eliminate it from your life.
xx Erica
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